A Hollow Sound

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A Hollow Sound A hollow sound is all that’s found inside my empty heart, For depression and despair are hidden in its art. Without her my soul resides within a gaping void, It is gone as it was here, and now it is destroyed. All alone I talk to me, a voice to speak the pain, Others pass me in the hall, they think that I’m insane. The others think with simple minds not understanding why, They cannot focus all their thoughts the same way as can I. My distance is a center like mercy is a jail, Suddenly I’m bursting out like a winter storm of hail. The sadness that I feel inside like a storm that rains within, It hurts my heart like I have lost all that might have been. I know that we have never been but miss it just the same, She must think that I’m a nut but I must play this game. At school I feel I don’t fit in, I’m different somehow, My love she seems so popular, she’s always in a crowd. I’m always feeling all alone, without my love I fear, Heartless, gutless, loneliness is all that resides here. Depression is growing I feel it throughout, Depression is thriving I can’t get it out. I’m wishing so much that I could inspire, To love and be loved, my deepest desire. A flight into destiny, depth and despair, Deep into insanity my eyes they must stare. A continued pain that beats from my heart, I can’t live without her, we can’t be apart. For devotion and crying but working so hard, My love’s just a sad song that’s sung by a bard. My life goes together with others and her, My love is forever and lives strong and sure. A dream I have just had of sadness so deep, And of a great love through which nothing could seep, Though my devotion can blind me I know, That my love for her brings only sorrow. I wish she would love me, I hope and desire, Because without her, my soul is on fire. I suffer and bleed in the heart of despair, I’ve been hurt so much I wish I didn’t care. The pain of a one-sided love digs in deep, I pray every night that my soul I can keep. Music and ambience, wonder and life, Are stopped by the pain, my heart stabbed with a knife. I fear it is over, my heart she has kept, I walked out at night to a field where I slept. There I realized she would never love me, I knew there was no way that I’d make her see. As you’ll never see there’s a sadness so true, It rings here forever, I’ll always love you.
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